Why Do Women Write?

Ever since I can remember I have written. Even before I did, I had a precious teacher named Mrs. Smith in Kindergarten who would transcribe my stories onto big sheets of paper that I would illustrate. The written word has fascinated me and as I grow older I realize how vital it is to my well-being. I think of women writers who had to fight to be able to educate themselves to read and write. Many times, an education was considered a decoration instead of a useful tool to promote real change in the lives of women. Over my years in college, most of my research papers have dealt with the topic of women writers. From Laura Certa, an Italian Renaissance writer from the 15th century, to Sor Juana a 17th century Nun, to Virginia Woolfe, Elizabeth Barrett Browning to poet Emily Dickinson to Maya Angelou to Helen Cixous, French feminist. Why did these women write as if their lifeblood flowed from the pen? What is it that women seek in writing that fulfills them like no other?

I have my ideas, but I want to hear yours. If you are a woman, why do you write? All women write--be it grocery lists, to do lists, birthday cards, poetry, essays, journals or novels. Why do you write?

Please comment with your answer. Thank you so much for participating! I am excited to see what you have to say.

To Day,

Swing high firefly

Before the mist of black night

Morning dew can wait

Wonder lives today

Where Then, Now, and When

Together dwell

as glitter in my eyes--

A kaleidoscope dreamer

Wonder lives today

Meet me in the sunrise

Dance in possibility

Vision alive

Wonder lives today

On this current of God

I stand in wonder

I stand in awe

For wonder lives today.

Personal Truths

Life is so amazing. Our individual lives are uniquely made up of family and loved ones, good times, bad times, hopes, dreams and wishes. Sometimes God grants us our prayers and sometimes he doesn’t. The best thing about life is that no matter what happens, God is in control.

“I know that there is nothing better for them than to rejoice and to do good in one’s lifetime” (Ecl. 3:12).

Our job is not to worry or to get upset. God wants us to enjoy life (Joyce Meyer is great on this)! So many times, we get caught up in circumstances in our lives and we are like the rocky soil or among the soil with the thorns.

“In a similar way these are the ones on whom seed was sown on the rocky places, who, when they hear the word, immediately receive it with joy; and they have no firm root in themselves, but are only temporary; then, when affliction or persecution arises because of the word, immediately they fall away. "And others are the ones on whom seed was sown among the thorns; these are the ones who have heard the word, but the worries of the world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the desires for other things enter in and choke the word, and it becomes unfruitful. "And those are the ones on whom seed was sown on the good soil; and they hear the word and accept it and bear fruit, thirty, sixty, and a hundredfold." And He was saying to them, "A lamp is not brought to be put under a basket, is it, or under a bed? Is it not brought to be put on the lampstand?” (Mark 4:17-21).

Jesus is our light (John 8:12). He has overcome the world and since we believe in Jesus and are children of God we have too have overcome the world (John 16:33, 1 John 5:4-5). I believe that while Jesus is the light, we are the lampstand. He uses our circumstances to shed light on the truth. I don’t think that knowing the truth is the hard part. It is hard to accept the truth in our hearts so deeply that the thorns or hard times do not choke the fruit of God’s seed out of our lives. Now, if the truth is life, what is death? Jesus said, “Whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life” (John 5:24). Death is the opposite of life or truth. While there is one Death and one Truth, I believe that there are many deaths and therefore, many truths. Let me explain.

We are each called into a personal relationship with God through Jesus. If each of us is a unique individual part of the Body of Christ; our personal relationship with Jesus is just as unique as we are. God created us. He knows our inmost workings. Therefore, there are also many individual truths in our lives. Before my dad passed away, he said that his “greater truth” is that he has three daughters who pray for him. He had received salvation by asking Jesus to be Lord of his life before he died. Jesus was his Truth, but his personal truth that helped him through the hard times was that he had 3 daughters who loved him and prayed for him.

Our personal truths are those things that Jesus has made dear to our hearts so that we better understand the love that he has for us. Our personal truth is God’s gift to us that make each of us different. It is what makes us feel alive. There is always the Truth that Jesus is our salvation, but Jesus loves us so individually, we have personal truths that work like a knowing wink or understanding hug to encourage us when we are struggling.

I compare deaths to daily deaths to the flesh and struggles that we each go through every day. If we do not die to these hard times in the flesh then our spirit will die. Either way, there is death. Our personal deaths are our unique struggles that we endure and overcome during our walk with Jesus. They are our crosses to bear. If we die to the flesh then our cross is freedom in Jesus (Gal. 5:1), but if we die to the Spirit then we suffer death.

The following Scriptures have helped me understand what it is like to have a personal relationship with Jesus.

“I call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised,

And I am saved from my enemies.
The cords of death encompassed me,
And the torrents of ungodliness terrified me.
The cords of Sheol surrounded me;
The snares of death confronted me.
In my distress I called upon the LORD,
And cried to my God for help;

He heard my voice out of His temple,

And my cry for help before Him came into His ears” (Psalm 18:3-6 emphasis mine).

One day God showed to name my specific struggle in place of “Sheol.” It was very liberating to see that God cares about my personal struggles. These struggles may not mean much to others, but to God they are a matter of life and death.

The Easton’s Bible Dictionary defines Sheol as:"the all-demanding world, "the unknown region”, the invisible world of departed souls

This is also translated as as “Hell” which means:

(1.) Sheol, occurring in the Old Testament sixty-five times. This word sheol is derived from a root-word meaning "to ask," "demand;" hence insatiableness (Prov 30:15,16). It is rendered "grave" thirty-one times (Gen 37:35; 42:38; 44:29,31; 1 Sam 2:6, etc.). The Revisers have retained this rendering in the historical books with the original word in the margin, while in the poetical books they have reversed this rule.

In thirty-one cases in the Authorized Version this word is rendered "hell," the place of disembodied spirits. The inhabitants of sheol are "the congregation of the dead" (Prov 21:16). It is (a) the abode of the wicked (Num 16:33; Job 24:19; Ps 9:17; 31:17, etc.); (b) of the good (Ps 16:10; 30:3; 49:15; 86:13, etc.).

Sheol is described as deep (Job 11:8), dark (10:21,22), with bars (17:16). The dead "go down" to it (Num 16:30,33; Ezek 31:15,16,17).

(2.) The Greek word hades of the New Testament has the same scope of signification as

Sheol of the Old Testament. It is a prison (1 Peter 3:19), with gates and bars and locks (Matt 16:18; Rev 1:18), and it is downward (Matt 11:23; Luke 10:15).(from Easton's Bible Dictionary, PC Study Bible formatted electronic database Copyright © 2003, 2006 Biblesoft, Inc. All rights reserved.)

What has been your Sheol or your “personal hell”? Beth Moore’s wonderful book Get Out of that Pit discusses what a pit is like and how you know if you are in one. The definitions of Pit and Sheol are so similar, they can be interchangeable. Try it for yourself and insert your personal struggle in for “Sheol” everytime you see it in the Bible. It has really helped me know that God cares about my personal problems and that he hears my voice when the cords and snares of my struggles overwhelm me.

On the bright side, what are your personal truths that keep you running the race that you were called to run? Is it a bubble bath will always calm you down? Is it knowing that your mom is always ready to listen with a sympathetic ear? Is it how fresh you feel after worshiping God at church? Or is it that when you are around friends and family you know that you are loved? What ever “it” is--it helps me to see life as it really is-- family and loved ones, good times, bad times, hopes, dreams and wishes—and who is at the center of it—Jesus!

Be blessed!

A Quick Morning Poem

As I sit on my deck in the morning,

Purple buds against a cool blue-grey sky,

The promise of a fresh start begins.

Hair tickles my face and I close my eyes.

I’ve got a lot on my plate, God--

People to please and things to get done.

Your embrace tells me to relax

And breathe in my Eden.

I was made to live

I was made for joy

I was made to love

I was made for more

Help me as I go

and sing my own song

That I would stop and listen

To that Spirit of love and God

When the Peace Comes

In my walk with Jesus, I have learned more and more to combat my anxiety by asking two simple questions and letting peace guide me in the direction of God's Will. The more I practice this the easier it gets. The trick is to do it immediately before you let your doubt and emotions get the best of you. When I am faced with some task that seems overwhelming I simply ask two questions: 1. Am I called to do this? 2. Will this help God's Kingdom? The reason behind this two part question is because I often feel like I don't do enough for God. During my quiet time this morning, I was going over God's amazing blessings and praising him for his answers to my prayers. I then heard the question: Why don't you act more like it? I immediately thought of sacrificing all of my time and going somewhere obsolete to spread my testimony to show God that I am grateful. I cringed at the thought of doing this and abandoning my life where it now is. I didn't want to do that. I sat and asked God why. I felt like he spoke to my heart and asked me if he had giving me the grace to do that.

No you haven't, God.

Now then. That was solved. I would let the written word travel for me.

I love to write and I was called to write. I think about all of the books I have read that have changed my life dramatically--either internally in my thoughts or emotions or externally in my relationships. I would be so blessed if I could write something that could deeply change a person for the better. So many people are hurting and they don't have any relief. They don't even know that relief is out there. My prayer is that God will give me the words to write so that souls may be healed--mine included. Surely God will use me.